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omg..in the 2012 i become so materialistic

2012-01-06T08:35:00.000-08:00

Lee Shu Er start to become Materialistic ?????OMG..i dont want to fall into that...

The first post of 2012 is i feel that i become so materialistic..i feel so ....

i like the me in past which wont think so much of branded staff because i really feel not worth and those branded bag is not nice ..

bt recently i dont know why i addicted to branded staff..omg

i want to change be4 is it too late..i dont want to be ANDrew aw..lol

In fact , i know that every girl would like to have at least one branded bag in their life..and this is okay for me as well..because by the time i m a working adult , so i can afford those bagss and Kee Nai hoe Will buy for me in future also ..bt my point nw is..why girls must always chasing those branded staff?? i really dont understand..

For social class? or frame ? or feel better of compare to others??

bt for me ..i like the me in past which is , i would rather take the money to travel or do something useful instead of just for a bag..

thus, i must keep my Lee Shu er spirit nw ...dont always think of branded staff..:) then i will have more money to travel :) keke..

Kee Nai hoe..u see...i want go those places instead of just a BAG ya..keke

motivate yrself to be happy:)

2011-12-11T07:45:00.000-08:00

Accept better than tolerances

2011-10-16T04:16:00.000-07:00

Recently i keep busy stud for my exam ....

however, i did nor really wisely manage my time to study :( sad case to say that

bt yesterday, i studies of marketing study for my coming exam ...

that chapter is related about global culture issue.

the things i want to link back to my ToPIC above is ..

Accept better than Tolerance..

really make me think a lots:)

and sometime i found it many things that the person dont like

bt he or she keep tolerance ..

bt end of the day..

can u really like it ???

this is the question

thus,

instead of keep tolerance

why not try to accept it ?

maybe that is good for u ;)

haha.....

btw...people, accept the right things also ....:)

in SOME situation should say NO also :) (wish u all get what i mean )

Selena Gomez & The Scene - Who Says

2011-08-28T19:24:00.000-07:00

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else,

hey You made me insecure,

to me I wasn't good enough But who are you to judge When you're a diamond in the rough
I'm sure you got some things You'd like to change about yourself But when it comes to me I wouldn't want to be anybody else
I'm no beauty queen,

I'm just beautiful me You got every right to a beautiful life, come on
Who says, who says you're not perfect Who says you're not worth it

Who says you're the only one that's hurting Trust me that's the price of beauty Who says you're not pretty Who says you're not beautiful, who says?
It's such a funny thing

How nothing's funny when it's you

You tell 'em what you mean But they keep whitin' out the the truth
It's like the work of art That never get to see the light Keep you beneath the stars Won't let you touch the sky
I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me You got every right to a beautiful life, come on
Who says, who says you're not perfect Who says you're not worth it Who says you're the only one that's hurting Trust me that's the price of beauty Who says you're not pretty Who says you're not beautiful, who says?
Who says you're not star potential Who says you're not presidential Who says you can't be in movies Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don't pass the test Who says you can't be the best Who said, who said? Would you tell me who said that, yeah Who said
Who says, who says you're not perfect Who says you're not worth it Who says you're the only one that's hurting Trust me that's the price of beauty Who says you're not pretty Who says you're not beautiful, who says?
Who says you're not perfect Who says you're not worth it Who says you're the only one that's hurting Trust me that's the price of beauty Who says you're not pretty Who says you're not beautiful, who says?

The Fierce Wife

2011-08-16T07:40:00.000-07:00

I just finish watched this Taiwan drama and feel this is the best taiwan drama i watched so far;) Below is the story of this drama

Xi An Zhen and Wen Rui Fan have been married for ten years, having met in college through Wen Rui Xuan, Rui Fan’s younger sister and An Zhen’s best friend. An Zhen is her husband’s biggest supporter and since getting married, she spends all her time and energy as a full-time housewife. Rui Fan is currently very successful in his company and works alongside his brother-in-law, Hao Kang De. To provide for his family, he invests his time into his work. He’s so successful that he’s in competition with He Ai Lin for the vice president position at their company. Ironically, He Ai Lin also used to be his girlfriend before he married An Zhen.

By chance or fate or whatever you want to call it, An Zhen meets Lan Tian Wei, who she initially thinks is a poor insurance agent. Little does she know that he’s actually in charge of an automobile industry, the same company where her sister-in-law Rui Xuan works at. Through a series of many events, their fate becomes intertwined.

One day, An Zhen’s mom asks her to take in her younger cousin Wei En, who has returned to Taiwan after living in the States for a while. What happens over the course of a few weeks is that her husband and younger cousin fall in love with each other unexpectedly. They promise to hide their love so that they won’t hurt others around them, especially An Zhen. However, as their relationship progresses, Rui Fan changes–as does Wei En. He treats both women differently, pushing An Zhen aside while pulling Wei En closer. Puzzled at her husband’s personality transformation, An Zhen tries to be more affectionate and seeks her husband’s approval. She manages to pass the job interview at the automobile company where Rui Xuan works, forcing her to run into Tian Wei all the time.

Eventually, An Zhen finds out about her husband’s affair and it’s a huge blow for her. She refuses to get a divorce at first and attempts to save her marriage. Unfortunately, forced into signing divorce papers at the hospital after getting into a car accident, An Zhen enters a state of extreme depression. That is, until she seeks to get her husband back away from that vixen.

This is where Tian Wei becomes her teacher. For one month, while her now ex-husband and girlfriend thinks she is away at the countryside caring for her mother’s health, she’s taking princess lessons at Tian Wei’s home, postponing work until she passes all lessons Tian Wei has taught her. Through the difficult training process, An Zhen becomes more confident and graceful; more knowledgeable and sophisticated. After the month-long boot camp training session, An Zhen decides to reveal her new self to Rui Fan and Wei En at a restaurant, where she will “coincidentally run into” them. Rui Xuan is given the responsibility of calling her husband, brother, and new girlfriend together. And with that, Make Your Husband Jealous begins!

here is the link to watch this drama :)

http://www.mysoju.com/taiwanese-drama/the-fierce-wife/

Warning !!!!!!

all must MUST watch this, let u guys know hw hurt when u dump yr wife or gf . and let u guys know hw sad the ending u can have once both side also dont know UU(Bad GUy)

* Kee Nai Hoe, u wont do that geh ..keke

Every time, i tell myself -Lee SHu ER this semester should study harder...

2011-08-13T10:29:00.000-07:00

When new semester start , i always tell myself study harder for the new semester , but every time i fail to do that :(

Anywhere, Lee Shu ER must stat to do everythings near to perfects..

as in everything ..(Relationships, FRiendship study , and dancing )

i want try to make it perfect..

so nw first things i wanna do IS.....

Kee Nai Hoe i miss u le

2011-07-12T07:04:00.000-07:00

whenever i think of the days without you i feel wanna cry .

although just few months be with u

bt i use to be with u dee..

so sorry that although when u in malaysia i also not much time with u

always need u to wait

but

nw is yr time to revenge dee;(

i waiting u back to malaysia

although just a year

that i feel that so long also ..

whenever, i saw u in skype ,i feel i so useless

cannot help u any

u alone go there need to solve so many things ..

my heart will feel pain and wanna cry at that moment also ..

Kee Nai Hoe

wish the time pass fast pleas!!!!

i dont wish the day come

2011-07-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

still got two more days , we need to separate for few months

i afraid i will cry in the airport (hope it will not happen )

i really wish this two days more can hang out with u more

thanks to the government set so many road block ..(useless)

hmm...i really dont want the day come le..

whenever i think of next week u nt be around i feel wanna cry dee also

although u face much more different environment than me.

few months without u

cannot go dinner, shopping ,face to face talk to u , cannot accompany me go college study , cannot be my driver , and play game with me ..

I will Miss U badly here ....

辛苦得到才会珍惜

2011-06-27T20:01:00.000-07:00

Love need time , caring , and trust to build a strong relationship :)

and the end results you get

Although you will be goin Australia study for a year

but will wait u come back :)

and when u back that time must treat me good good ya...haha

Plants need time and human slowly take time and patient :)

Dancing need hardworking and motivation to be the world champion :)

Eat, eat , walk , walk trip in Malacca

2011-06-21T20:17:00.000-07:00

There will be separate into 2 part in this post

one is the walk walk session and the another one is eat eat session :)

PHOTO SESSION IN MALACCA

Just back from Malacca and cannot wait to tell u guys hw fun the trip is...

although is kind of messy and dont know what to do at there

bt end up was a nice trip with all my dear freinds- my Jie Mui , my kor and his fren , my ah shou and my bi :)

hope one year once trip with all my dear :)

thanks si fu KL help my bi and i edit this nice picture...Pro photographer in future :)

the photographer-KL ..act like he really like a king dee..

another person who wanna act like king ..Rino and simom be the Gong gong .

from the picture , the gong gong is bigger size then the king ..haha

haha...hollie, the post that u want us to do :) lol..i keep on laughing only lo ..haha

this more like my bi and i :) lol...and bi i want go many trips with u ya...haha

must bring me go more gai gai and pui me gai gai also ..

cannot lost in middle when i seeing cloths again ya...

haha..i m Princess Lee Shu ER :)

4 beauty in Malacca:)

yen sin and i :) bbf 4ever:) haha

my monkey bi and i :) Jonker Street

my shou and kor plus bi and i ;)

MUM MUM SESSION

i like to eat Malacca foods:)

nice fruits ice cream:)

although is just a 2 days 1 night trips, bt we really have fun and enjoy those nice food..

and we enjoy the shopping session (do all the girls agree)

Malacca fashion is kind of cheap and nice le...

bi , i want go there again ya..lol..buy lot lot ear right and cloths again:)

hahahahahaha

and Hollie, thanks u be my roommate :) haha

when i very scare that time u with me :)

and thanks for my kor and shou do contribute alot in this trip:)

nice wallpapers:)

2011-06-16T21:43:00.000-07:00

just wanna show some simple nice picture here:)

Busy week ..

2011-06-09T09:52:00.000-07:00

Sorry friends , although my exam is over ..but up coming got one competition ..so hard to meet up and gathering with u guys le..i really feel so sorry to all my dear friends and my Monkey ..

After competition , i will be more free dee..yeah...

cannot wait for that day ..

haha..and cing cing let heat up the dance floor on SUNDAY 12th JUNE in

PENANG!!!!!

Day B4 competition

practice with Cing Cing
Do My costume stuff(hope my grandma help me sew )lol
buy energy bar for competition
pack competition stuff to Penang

After competition

I just wanna accompany my monkey , family and all my dear friends :) haha

i want always be with u :)

2011-06-05T08:25:00.000-07:00

yeah ..we finally finish exam ....is our honeymoon time dee;)

although nw we not much time together ..

but in my heart ..i really wanna always be with u every single second...

i will very miss u in advanced the 4 months lo ..haiz...

although sometime we did argue ...but hope no anymore ..

because i dont want waste time in those unhappy thing....

i want always make u smile and colour yr life ;)(hopefully )

u smile so cute here :)smile more :)i love u :)

wanna faster Finish assignment

2011-05-16T06:26:00.000-07:00

i want faster finish assignment and enjoy holidays with my monkey bi:)

MOnkey kee kee nai nai hoe:)

2011-05-13T10:25:00.000-07:00

MOnkey bi always like to haiz.....

Monkey , i just like to stay with u .

because i dont need to think so much things and i can say whatever i like and u will listen what i said;)

Hope got more more pictures with this monkey :) because this monkey actually not really like to take picture ...

I love u ya MOnkey :)

The Journey to North

2011-04-19T05:44:00.000-07:00

Hello people , been long long time did not updates my blog , due to busy with my mid term and many many assignments.
the Journey to North is part my assignment, which is going to penang to do a Marketing research on Hospitality industry :)
However ,this is the most Fun assignment i ever had with my marketing research classmate :)
beside assignment , we enjoy penang foods and visit penang place as well.
compare to each year i go penang for competition , i dont have the time to really see hw penang is .but this time give me a chance to enjoy Penang :)
moreover , i really feel that beside sitting in class , listen what lecturers said ..i can learn more when out of the classroom like how to train yr EQ when talk to those bad and low EQ manager. but i m lucky that i did not met those manager..
TO those Bad Managers...U all watch OUT ..Will Write BAd on yr HOtel ..
TO those Good Manager- u guys are awesome and thanks for the interview session with us :)

Below have some pictures to share .....
the first night while play poker face , and the winner is Eddi:)lol

at JI lok Shi temple

the last stop at Hard Rock HOtel ...Thanks u Natalie(HR assistant of Hard Rock )

while going to another hotel ...this is what we always do in van ..lol

Did not notice u talking picture -sleepy face to u ..sorry debra

Beach time ..while finish all the interview session

while waiting g hotel HR ppl
and finally the HR director come to have an interview with us..
thanks u (Nick Chew)
u such an good man on earth ..
and i love g hotel very much .
high standard, and good concept hotel ...i want stay there also ...lol

my future idea wedding place :) Taman Bunga Hotel

Monkey kee, u close eye dee ya..no salary for u this month dee

with AW aw at taman bunga ..

at HydRo hotel in Penang ..(monkey smile more la..)
if not dont want hire u dee la

Felicia , nice pic for u :)

With Marie having lunch at New World Penang :)

How do you know that the person you love loves you

2011-04-11T20:51:00.000-07:00

Well, does that person look at you in a special way? Do they seem interested in your conversations (no matter of stupid they are?) Does the person always want to spend time with you and never tries to let you down? Does s/he express her feelings in certain ways? If it looks like s/he loves you, then they probably do!

He most certainly likes you and values your friendship from what you say. At the moment you both perhaps LOVE being with each other and are attracted to each other. Maybe that is all you are going to know for now.

Only you can decide whether or not to trust another by offering your love.

I guess the only thing to rely on is some well-structured communication & time. Only these two factors will show you the way & lead you towards understanding.

There's not enough said for time being a factor for love. Time can prove a lot of the elements needed for love - care and concern for the other, not being demanding of them, loyalty, continued friendship over time and distance, affection, understanding and acceptance of their faults and that they are not perfect. Saying you "love" someone is a lot easier than really loving them.

I just don't think that a couple of weeks is time enough for you to really feel love. I think this is just an excitement/infatuation stage. It can lead to love, but it's not a good idea to hurry or pressure those feelings this fast. If you can only trust him if he loves you, I think you're asking too much of him already. Trust him as a friend and continue the relationship.

Loving is unconditional, meaning there is no conditions that the person you love loves you back. However, to know if someone loves you all one needs to look at is the actions of that person. Words are never enough, unless they are backed by actions that match what is being said. Should some one claim they love you then hurt you with their actions then most definitely that would not in my book be considered love.

You really don't know how much someone loves you. Love isn't a thing that just happens like in a fairy tale movie of "love at first sight." (I wonder what she or he will look like in "love at first sight" in 50 years' time!!) There has to be a common bond. A place in your heart and mind where you can go. Sometimes by yourself, and other times with each other. Because.... People in love will purposely hurt each other with spiteful words and actions. Hoping that the other will understand by forgiving and comforting. But.. that kind of unconditional love is very rare. Its too easy to give up and see if the grass is greener elsewhere.

Love is when you care about someone else more than yourself. That's it. A good indicator is if they want to be your friend as well as being romantically involved with you.

Love is something that you grow into like a young child growing into teenager clothing. Love just don't happen overnight, in one day or in one week for that matter. I think what you feel for each other in the beginning is more attraction and curiosity and with time it can change into love, but in order for true love to happen there has to be trust, honesty, sincerity and compassion in the relationship. That is the only way you really get to know that person and to know if that person really loves you.

Love is something you are sure about there is no doubt. It's a strong feeling you can't explain, But you know - because you can feel it. Everyone can show love, but can they feel love. We all show our love in different ways. How about the greatest couple, who's husband buys her flowers and gifts and takes her out on a regular basis, and we all say how lucky she is, and than BOOM... The next thing you hear is they are going through a bitter divorce... and nobody can believe it. Why - because he showed his love through guilt, but she never felt love, oh sure she got a lot of flowers and gifts, but none of that matters if you don't feel love. So just because someone doesn't show you love but you can feel it - than you know it's love. You know the feeling I'm talking about... You can't make someone love you, yea in time they might grow to love, but that's a different kind of love (we all love are coffee in the morning, but were not in love with our coffee)Point being when you love someone they will love you back, there will be no doubts, because you know in your heart... He Loves Me... They don't need time to think about it...

Love is a mindset that commits one person to engage into actions that include sacrifice, respect and compromise for the purpose of benefiting the person being loved. They are carried out with respect to the other person. Without respect, there's no love. True love is a continual process over time; it is not the "fuzzy feelings" or the "intense physical chemistry/attraction". These are simply lust. Unfortunately today's young men and women are so easily confused between love and lust.

Love is commitment made in our cerebral cortex secondary to a brief period of excitement generated by our pleasure-seeking center, hypothalamus. Lust is a singular hormonal/emotional response driven by our pleasure seeking brain center. Love includes emotional response and actions. With only emotional responses, it's mere lust and fantasy. It is essential to have a clear definition of what love encompasses in one's mind. It can avoid a lot of hurtful feelings and encounters in dating.

Like everything in life, love is relative. It means many different things to many different people. Perhaps this is because it is only an idea. Imagine if everyone who read the same description of a character in a story saw the exact same visual image in their mind? Same thing with love...each person will have a distinct idea of it.

For me, love is caring about the person, being there for them no matter what it costs you (physically, emotionally, etc.), and a willingness to endure all things necessary to keep that person in your life. So, do you love someone? It depends: Do you find yourself giving up other ventures just to spend an extra moment with them? Do you enjoy talking (really talking) with them? Does this person bring out a necessity in you to be the best you can be, not for your benefit, but for their benefit?

Probably the most universal sign of true love is friendship: Is this person your best friend? Because, if you two truly love each other, your time together will be like time spent between two best friends. Do you run around worried about what your best friend is doing? Do you ever question if you can trust your best friend? No! And that is the key. True love is when your lover is also your best friend. And that, I'm sorry to say, is very hard to achieve.

As far as the "fuzzy feeling" is concerned: How many of us have woken up on Christmas Morning and had this sudden rush of excitement: WOO WHOOO!! It's Christmas! With my current g/f, I get that feeling when I wake up on a day I know I'll get to see her. We haven't had sex yet, so it's not a feeling in my pants. It is excitement that I finally have another opportunity to show her exactly how much she means to me, to let her know that I will always be there for her, and to and another notch to the ladder of trust that we must build. In short, it is excitement that I finally have an opportunity to do something to make her day a little more special, and seeing the smile on her face or a simple squeeze of my hand is plenty of a reward for my efforts.

LOVE is the feeling deep inside that tells you when you are apart that you desperately want to be back with your loved one. It is the feeling of wanting to be as one, together! One of the most important things (already mentioned many times) is that this person should be your "best friend" and should always be considered before anyone else. They are your "world", your "rock" and should be loved unconditionally 100% of the time. It is when you want to tell the world "I love this person and I want to grow old with this beautiful person".

One final thing (and this is strictly my opinion): If the two of you do not make each other laugh then there is no reason to pursue a relationship. After all, if you can't laugh all you can do is cry.

When someone loves you

I would think it would be in how the person interacts with friends, family, etc. when the skeptic partner is not around. I was in a relationship in which at first I faked loving this person for sex. After a while, I went into a depression. I must say out of my own psychological decisions in this matter. People should be warned of narcissistic sex addicts. I was one of them and I believed I possibly suffered just as much as the person who loved me. In the end when I broke up with her. I finally heard the birds chirping. The truth will set you free. I think what is essential is never having to pretend to be anyone on both sides. People like to wear masks in fear and waste a lot of time with the belief there is no true love and just sex. In which at this moment I believe.

He should always think of me and even express his love to me. Yes he can think of you all the time in the wrong way. He can call you every minute with the intention of bedding you and making you a statistic. What I would suggest is give the time dimension of love a chance. After ample time you can separate the wine from the vinegar.

The only thing I have to suggest is don't say I love you again just say I care about you until he says it to you without you saying it first make sure he is looking you in the eyes and if it is at the perfect moment then he probably means it and complain that he doesn't say it in front of his friends, if he does he loves you.

You'll have to ask: There's no way to know for sure, you shouldn't rush into things. If you have been going out for a while and you feel ready to tell them the way you feel then wait until it feels right and go for it, be prepared that they might not feel as strongly yet, but it doesn't mean they never will. If you think it might be a little soon or you haven't gone out together I wouldn't rush into things, make it clear you really care for them and wait until later to tell them how you feel, you don't want to scare them off. The only way to tell if someone loves you is to ask, but be careful how you do it.

If you find someone who understands and endures the hardships, enjoys the good times to the fullest, then you will know. Time will tell. It is a lifetime of learning, teaching and caring for one another. Hey! where do I sign up for class?

I will know that the person i love loves me too, maybe if he always look for me, which made his day complete.

Only way you know someone loves you is by how much sacrifices they will put up to make you happy. Being unselfish, caring about you more then himself. It goes both ways though. If everyone thought of what would make their lover's happy instead of what makes them happy, they'll be a overflow of love. Love is sacrifices.

I believe and feel if a man or woman loves you they wouldn't do anything to hurt you. And knowing we all are imperfect I feel that if a problem was acknowledged that that person would come together with unconditional love and work this out. They would appreciate you for your worth and help you when you are in the need of them. Love is not thinking to ones self " what is this going to do for me", but will say or think "what can I do to help this person I love". But when you get people who are always thinking about themselves all the time. That is not real true love. And a person must be worthy of love as well. Some don't know how to love and leave you bitter for the next person who you try to love.

Actions speak louder than words. It's better to know someone loves you without being told 'cause anyone can say 'I love you' and also it does not matter how long you're together to say 'I love you' cause love has no time limit you go by when it's there it's there, say it when you feel it and it could be infatuation but I would hope you'd know the difference.

You can see from her eyes, body language and her attention to you.

Well, to tell if a guy LOVES you: While you're seeing him, and those times when you are not physically together, you won't feel lonely inside, as if something that you can't put your finger on is missing. You'll feel absolutely right about the whole thing. Little "red flags" or "empty holes" inside of you won't be there while you are with him or while you are not with him. It's a feeling as if things all around are complete and with no confusion.

Together you can both act silly or even goofy. Maybe even stupid together once in a while, while in public or around others you both will act "mature" (whatever that is supposed to be). You'll be able to talk about ANYTHING together without having "taboo" subjects.

Aside from him actually looking you in the eye and telling you that he is in love with you, and you feeling it, the other signs I've mentioned as well are what I believe to be a factor too. You should feel like there are more in depth growth going on aside from how great the sex is between you both or on top of how merely polite he is. There's more to it than great sex and polite ways.

Tell them that you love them. Stick around for a while to see if they say it back. Casually mention it every once in a while after that, when the do something particularly nice or when you are parting or saying goodnight. If they don't say it within say, a month or so, then ask just ask them. It may not occur to them to say it, but by asking them after giving them a chance and the hints to do so on their own, you'll know if they do now or think they ever will.

You know that someone loves you when they look deeply into your eyes and says in a soft voice that they love you and no matter what happens or what else is said you get that feeling inside knowing that deep down you love them too. And you just feel so amazing inside. They will love you and hold on to you, they will be there in a time of need. That is how you know..

When you get the sweet phone calls out of the blue or when they look into your eyes and you can see the love. You can almost see right to there soul. You can tell by their body movements when you're around. You can really feel in your heart. When they are not around how much you miss them.

Most males and females will agree that the best way to find out how your significant other feels about you is to ask directly.

You don't is the answer to that, you'll never know that the person you've fallen for loves you back you just have to trust that they do. I'm in love with a person who lives a 5 hour drive away from me and so I get to see him once a month, he could have a secret life away from me and flirt with all the girls in his city for all i know but I don't worry about that because I really trust that he loves me just as much as I love him, maybe even more. I don't know this I just trust in my instinct. Trust in yours too and you'll be fine.

If there's a slight doubt in your mind that he / she doesn't love you back then he / she hasn't convinced you enough and therefore doesn't love you enough to make you believe how he / she feels.. therefore maybe doesn't feel that way at all. Its not about you knowing if he / she loves you it's about him / her making you believe in it.

I think it's a reciprocated love. When you start investing your time and effort and he reciprocates it with love and care from there you can already prove it. It takes two tango.

Your instincts will tell you. They wont lie. Mine didn't ;-). Listen to what your gut tells you (untainted by either hopefulness or pessimism this is the best way of telling), it'll tell you whether there's an electric connection or not. But hey, maybe I got lucky.

You should be able to ask him and tell him to tell the truth if he does or not because my boyfriend loves me and tells it to me.

If you can't feel it chances are it ain't there. Time is precious. Tell them how you feel. They should then admit, commit or quit....

You'll feel it and just know that they do.. It's a feeling after all, it's magic.

To find true love: Love this person with all your heart and hope that it's mutual. You'll know if it is.
You will know if a person loves you if he/she will do everything just to make you smile in every single way. You will know if someone loves you if he/she sacrifices his/her own emotions just to make you happy. You will know if someone loves you he/she Shows his care for you trough actions not through words. You will know if someone loves you if he/she accepts you know matter who you are wholeheartedly.

If you are in love with that person, you two must be close and chances are, they love you back. You should take a chance and just tell them, even though a close friendship is at risk. Try to look for hints that suggest they love you, for a little while. Then when you have seen enough proof, confess your love! Try sudden things like hugging from behind, and see if they blush. Give them many opportunities to confess THEIR love, or to hint about it.

All of these answers are correct in my eyes. Love is different to different people. But all love has a few things in common, trust and understanding. To understand and accept a persons flaws isn't always an easy thing to do. But one who is able to accept a person as a whole, flaws and imperfections included, is capable of truly loving. when you get that feeling that they couldn't do anything wrong, or anything to make you hate them... you know you love them. Its an understanding that can be seen... you can see it in their eyes. and when you two are cuddled up or as close as can be, and you still feel like they should be closer... you know that you are in love. you think about them constantly... never missing a minute. you anticipate the next time you get to see them. its so hard to explain... it's a gut feeling that you just know. Trust your instincts.

Also, that person welcomes you into his/her life, trusts you, treats you with respect, and is not mean to you. I am happily married and I know my husband loves me because he always puts my needs before his own, and I try to do the same for him.

2011-03-26T00:29:00.000-07:00

這輩子誰會與你相伴一生？？？？赶快测验吧~

夜晚你最不想待的或打死也不敢去的地方是以下哪裡？憑著直覺，選一個答案吧！
A、停屍間
B、墳場
C、人體解剖室
D、荒山刑場

答案：

A.停屍間==伴侶。
你是幸運的，也是幸福的，雖然你的愛情、婚姻不見得有多浪漫、濃烈，但伴侶總會站在身旁對你不離不棄。這歸功於他的理解、包容和信任，也歸功於你的真誠、堅持與珍惜，互助互愛會讓你們攜手堅強的走下去！

B.墳場==對手。
或許你會奇怪，與你相伴一生的人怎麼會是競爭對手呢？與這樣的人不是你死就是我活才對！的確，你的競爭者總會與你進行你爭我奪的戰爭，但他同時也促使你成長，見證你的輝煌與失敗。你成功時他在，失敗時他也在，沒有人會比你的競爭者更能陪你走過人生的起起落落！珍惜你的競爭對手吧，他是你的敵人，也是你的貴人！

C.人體解剖室==知己。
你人生最大的幸運就是擁有能充分理解你的朋友，雖然你們不見得會每天黏在一起，但在你艱難困苦時，他會給予你幫助與指導；在你不被他人理解時，他會是支持你、鼓勵你的人。雖然不會像「不能同生但求同死」那樣壯烈，但他確實能做到患難相扶，在你需要幫助、需要安慰時，盡最大努力替你分憂。要記得感恩哦，相互付出才會讓你們之間的感情更加緊密結實。

D.荒山刑場==自己。
你只相信你自己，不需要人陪。說明你有強大的獨立性，自我意識很強，覺得靠自己去得到才最直接可靠。遇到困難時乞求他人的幫助，對你來說是很丟臉的事，你會寧願付出十倍努力去解決，也不願別人來憐憫。這樣的你值得稱讚，卻不值得學習。太過自我、執拗的話，小心真會讓你只剩自己。請求和接受別人的幫助並不丟臉，心存感恩，互助互愛才會有更大進步。

My answer is C知己 which i feel so true :) every time when i need u all, u all will stand for me and support me when i got any problem :) thanks u

dont looks back

2011-03-02T01:56:00.000-08:00

since i got so many answer in my head now , and those answer prove that what i think is right .

why i still want looks back time ??

today ,

i totally awake of that .

because i realize somethings again ..

every time i wish myself dont think so much , and try to believe him ..

but end up those result show me is cannot ...

since i already got that answer in my mind .

i wont so stupid again and do those stupid things ..

haha.

thanks to all my friends that been always be with me when i need them .

i feel that u guys really awesome ...

thanks for u all appear in my life :)

丁当 - Back Up

2011-02-11T01:01:00.000-08:00

丁当 - Back Up

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丁当 - Back Up

作詞：Peter Martin、Ruth - Anne, Cunningam
作曲：Peter Martin、Ruth - Anne, Cunningam / 編曲：Pete

Take over flipside when I’m stuck on the lies
Thought I meant more to you than just a read through
And so fast you start to re-open your heart
And ‘cause we crashed I can do nothing

When it’s over, it was over and you ran to another

It was easy, it was easy to replace me, to replace

So I don’t need a back-up baby you were more than enough
I know you’ve got your back-up and you putting her in front
I don’t need a back-up oh I get through it on my own
So go ahead with your back-up back-up, don’t need a back-up back-up

Pain won’t be too heavy I’ll move on when I’m ready
And your temporary happy will have broken
‘Cause nothing should start till you have healed your heart
You drew it in my stars too soon,

When it’s ending, it was ending you were already pretending
Can’t believe it, was so easy to replace me, to replace

‘Cause I don’t need a back-up baby you were more than enough
I know you’ve got your back-up and you putting her in front
I don’t need a back-up oh I get through it on my own
So go ahead with your back-up back-up, don’t need a back-up back-up
I don’t need a back-up baby you were more than enough
I know you’ve got your back-up and you putting her in front
I don’t need a back-up oh I get through it on my own
So go ahead with your back-up back-up, don’t need a back-up back-up

When that glitch comes into the system, you’ll have another girl on the go
I shoulda been wise had more than one drive but the truth this is going to blow, oh no
Better back it up back it up ‘cause this boy can’t be alone
Oh no
When you’ve given up given up I won’t say ya told you so

‘Cause I don’t need a back-up baby you were more than enough
I know you’ve got your back-up and you putting her in front
I don’t need a back-up oh I get through it on my own
So go ahead with your back-up back-up, don’t need a back-up back-up
I don’t need a back-up baby you were more than enough
I know you’ve got your back-up and you putting her in front
I don’t need a back-up oh I get through it on my own
So go ahead with your back-up back-up, don’t need a back-up back-up

When it’s over, it was over and you ran to another
It was easy, it was easy to replace me, to replace

i dont want be back up .........

The downtime and uptime of the attentive mind

2011-01-25T22:33:00.000-08:00

Recently i m train be to a more observants people , since marketer need to be alert in everything.

here is the way i found out, people have a looks on it :

When we are reading something

and we haven’t taken the text in at all as we have been focusing on something else in our minds. It is an unconscious process, we don’t really have control of it unless we become conscious of it.

Uptime is when we are concentrating on the external world. When we need to focus on driving a road we don’t know, we are in uptime. Our thoughts tend not to drift internally when we need to concentrate on something.

The importance of downtime and uptime is that we can balance them by becoming conscious of our attention. The benefit to you is that you can become more focused in the external world (uptime) and more relaxed in your internal world (downtime).

Being focused

After an argument, do you ever have conversations in your head, about what you could have said to that person if you were calmer or had been a little more quick witted? We all have thoughts like this every day. I was driving down to work the other day when another driver cut in front of me, I then proceeded to think of a whole scenario whereby I had an argument with the driver, what I would say, what he would say, the police getting involved, how my wife would feel, how the kids would react…….it was crazy. I had a full blown argument in my head, I felt the emotions, I saw the outcomes of different scenes and I put myself into a state of anger all because someone had cut in front of me. From that one event I wasted so much energy, wasted time thinking about what might have happened, put myself into a bad mood, and it could have been such a shit day had I not caught myself in time. I thought of something happy in my life and quickly changed the state, but you can see how being in downtime when we should be in uptime can change us.

If we are focused and make ourselves aware of what we are doing at any particular moment we can learn to concentrate better and have a more productive life. In buddhism this is called ‘being in the moment’ or ‘mindfulness’.

Becoming more focused in uptime

To start becoming more focused take it a step at a time. For the next week make a point to become aware of your surroundings on the hour every waking hour. So for example your are in the office and it’s 10 O’Clock become aware of your surroundings. Become aware of the people sitting next to you, become aware of the caller you are speaking to, their voice, their tone, their state. Just try and take in everything around you and notice little things like the colour of the poster on the wall, the smell in the office. This will kickstart your uptime focussing.
After 2 or 3 weeks of general focussing become more specific. Notice what people are wearing from day to day, notice their hairstyles, notice their moods, notice the changes in the office. Also begin to notice your thoughts at any given moment, how are you feeling? Don’t question it, just notice it. Pretty soon you will start to see patterns in your thinking. You are happier around particular people, you are happier at a particular time of day.
After another 2-3 weeks focus on the job your are doing. If you are a plumber, notice the tools you are using and how they are used, concentrate of every turn of the wrench, listen to your breathing as you are working, every time your thoughts drift internally pull them back to the moment. It can help to say out loud or internally what you are doing: “ I am typing on my keyboard”, “ I am driving to work, I can see a blue car in front of me” etc
Over time you will become much more used to being mindful and it will happen automatically. However do not get complacent, every now and again remind yourself to be in the moment.

Being more relaxed in downtime

By being more aware and concentrating more in uptime you will automatically become more relaxed in downtime. Ultimate downtime is sleeping and you will find your sleep is deeper therefore you are more relaxed and refreshed in the morning.
Also practicing simple meditation will greatly enhance your downtime and life in general. 15 minutes per day in downtime meditation will greatly enhance your concentration, focus, visualisation, law of attraction and your life in general.
I listen to guided meditations for my downtime meditation and use it in the morning and afternoon.
Take downtime breaks at work. As I am out in the car visiting clients a lot of the time I take a few 10 minute breaks on a hill overlooking countryside and it’s great just to sit there and look out. I find it refreshes my mind and prepares me for the next few hours ahead.

Downtime and uptime go hand in hand and you can greatly enhance your life if you practice focused mindful uptime and more relaxing downtime. Why not try it for 21

days after exam .......

2011-01-23T02:56:00.000-08:00

After Annual dinner went to sing k session , and it was fun because i long time did not sing k dee..LOL

picture with Kim , Willaim and ANg

my best buddy in office .love her so much (Muck)

buddies in office during Dinner

Family picture ..

My si fu in office .

will post more my days after exam ..

Keri Hilson - Pretty Girl Rock

2011-01-09T22:10:00.000-08:00

I can do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Now what's your name?

My name is Keri, I'm so very
Fly oh my it's a little bit scary
Boys wanna marry looking at my derri-
erre, you can stare but if you touch it I'ma bury

Pretty as a picture
Sweeter than a swisher
Mad cause I'm cuter than the girl that's witcha

I don't gotta talk about it baby you can see it
But if you want I'll be happy to repeat it

My name is Keri, I'm so very
Fly oh my it's a little bit scary
Boys wanna marry looking at my derri-
erre, you can stare but if you touch it I'ma bury

Pretty as a picture
Sweeter than a swisher
Mad cause I'm cuter than the girl that's witcha
I can talk about it cause I know that I'm pretty
And if you know it too then ladies sing it with me

All eyes on me when I walk in,
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
My walk my talk the way I drip
It's not my fault so please don't trip
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful

Aye, now do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock
All my ladies do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock

Now where you at?

If you're looking for me you can catch me (pass by)
Cameras flashing
Bet he turned his head just as soon as I passed him
Girls think I'm conceited cause I know I'm attractive
Don't worry about what I think, why don't you ask him?

Get yourself together don't hate (never do it),
jealousy is the ugliest trait (don't ever do it)
I can talk about it cause I know that I'm pretty
And if you know it too then ladies sing it with me

All eyes on me when I walk in
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
My walk my talk the way I drip
It's not my fault so please don't trip
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful

Doing the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock
All my ladies do the pretty girl rock rock
Get low witcha pretty girl rock rock
Steal the show witcha pretty girl rock rock
All my ladies do the pretty girl rock rock
Sing it with me now

All eyes on me when I walk in,
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful.
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful.
My walk my talk the way I drip
It's not my fault so please don't trip
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful [x2]

Love is Blind

2011-01-09T08:57:00.000-08:00

LOve is BLind , and this is so true

recently , many of my friends being cheated , played by those those bad guys...

BUt what to do , they still fall in love on the guy...

when i heard this , i really feel so angry , aggravated,and indignant...

those guys are really heart breaker ....

i hate those people

fooling people feeling!!!!!!

sometime , people just dont want to wake up to realise see through how bad that guy is

they still believe what the guy promised , said , and they will still think that the guy wont cheat them .......

come on....

Girls.....wake up from that dream pleas....

dont always stay in that uncertain situation .

(which more then friend , but not a couple yet)

if the guy really love you , they will do whatever for u

and not something!!!!!

and i always remember what UNcle William told me (My dancing teacher )

he said "shu er , must find a guy that he love u more , more then u love him ya""

this sentences also remind me..

and if the guy really love u more , he will do whatever for u , whatever u like he will know that ,

every single moment will text you and ask you what you doing there .and for those guy that not love u that much ..

he wont do that !!

they will text u , when they feel boring ...

not from bottom heart

so my pretty girl friends there ....

remember say no to those bad guy although sometime they really can make u feel touch .

but

just a moment

and this moment is unrealistic

go find a real guy

that he care you more ........

dont stay in that fairly tale dream again

although that dream make you feel good..

but remember

that is unrealistic !!!!!!

Firework-Katy Perry

2011-01-04T23:55:00.000-08:00

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag

Drifting throught the wind

Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

2011-01-04T08:36:00.001-08:00

Don't wait for that guy, he isn't worth it!!!

情歌没有告诉你

2011-01-02T19:44:00.001-08:00

有些事你不必问有些人你不必等

许多细节已淹没还记得那副歌

情话被现实反驳还不如一句情歌

安慰了寂寞也喂养寂寞

听著那熟悉前奏

回忆逆流成河淹没你我

那些情歌是我为你唱过

别后那片天空

没有如果没说的希望你会懂

爱恨忐忑是你陪我走过

情歌没有告诉你我

只唱勇气没勇气还是没结果

在每个梦醒时分谁会陪你数伤痕

许多细节都复活当唱起那首歌

有些话并不能说却能够不断安可

它让你感动也让你心痛

那些情歌是我为你唱过

曾触摸的天空

那些悸动没说的用微笑带过

爱恨忐忑是你陪我走过

情歌没有告诉你我

只唱勇气没勇气还是没结果

爱是什么感动宇宙

感动不了你又算什么

这不是歌是寂寞的出口

那些情歌是我为你唱过

再没有对错

那些温柔希望你会懂

那些情歌是我为你唱过

我们都该快乐

那些沈默没说的不要变负荷

爱恨忐忑是你陪我哼过

情歌没有告诉你我

再舍不得没有我还是不会的

那些情歌是我

如果你会想我

那些情歌是我

没告诉你是我

last day of 2010

2011-01-02T08:34:00.001-08:00

Morning went to Low yat with my college Jie Mui gang (Serene, Mei Quin , Venise, ME, Hollie and Andrew Aw AW) LOL* although he is the only guy with so many leng lui there ...

Quin , i really long time did not catch up with u dee..Future lawyer

Friendship 4 ever (plus my sie mui PAm)

at night went to the curve with my marketing buddies

let introduce this leng lui to u named :Maggie Kok MEi Kay

will miss her in future because she leaving us soon dee..

MAGGIE will miss u so so so much ya

wish u all the best in UQ

At VIVO dinner

And at the curve meet my studio friend_ONN rei and will miss him also

because he will stop dancing from this year onward ..
A group picture of us .....HAppy NEw year people

Jason and i ...

MIke and i

Present ex-change day with college buddies

2011-01-02T05:50:00.001-08:00

Although Christmas was over , my college buddies plan to have a present exchange session as for each people have a good memories for 2010.

people wish u all enjoy that session and wish u guys like what u got for that ya.

Ivan -receive my present , and he like this very much ..haha

Me - receive NAi Hoe 's gift .thanks ya

Kor Kor JAck -receive KL's gift

MArie -Kelvin 's gift

Kelvin -Marie 's gift

Nai hoe-receive Ivan's gift

Andrew -receive David 's gift

Maggie :receive jack 's gift

David -Maggie 's gift

Kl -receive Andrew Aw AW 's soft toy

And a favorite place that we like to have lunch _CHilllAx

A-Lin

2010-12-28T22:54:00.000-08:00

黄丽玲，艺名A-Lin，出生于1981年9月20日，台湾女歌手，台东阿美族原住民。出道时被封为“天生歌姬”，嗓音独特浑厚，曲风多元丰富。2007年7月，和相差八岁的中华职棒统一7-ELEVEn狮队选手黄甘霖结婚，两人育有一女。2009年6月她以天生歌姬专辑，入围第20届金曲奖最佳女演唱人。

recently i just fall in love with all hers' songs....

is so so so nice..

people , go and check it out ya....

Review of 2010

2010-12-28T18:22:00.000-08:00

looks back on 2010, i admitted that year was really a dramatic year for me . as in got sweet and nice things happen and also those sadness , bitter stuff.

But anyway , that is OVER . PAST tense for me .
NOW most important is enjoy the moment i had

Santa on Town ......

2010-12-22T02:01:00.000-08:00

Hi people , Christmas is around the corner .if dont know what do for it ..pleas check the link below, maybe somehow will give u an idea what u can do people :

Christmas dinner :http://www.finedinings.com/Christmas_dinner_menus.htm

Christmas present :http://www.christmasgifts.com/

Enjoy yr 2010 Christmas people.....

10th Sabah international ballroom dance sport championship

2010-12-21T19:55:00.000-08:00

Hi people , finally i m back from Sabah competition...and guess what i got 2nd runner up with my dear partner GAN HUAN TING ..yeah huan ting , finally we did it .
and WILLIAM AND LUISA DANCE WORLD students DID a great results as well...
WILLIAM AND LUISA DANCE WORLD ROX!!!
firstly thank to Aunty LUisa teach us the step and choreograph a nice and easy steps for Huan ting and i ..thank u anuty LUISA.
next is AUNTY MErle everytime ask me to practice , practice and practice .and give me a clear guidance that what i should do haha
in addition , ROYCE AND UNCLE WiLLIiam ..teach me how to become a man
LAST but NOT LEAST which is my DEAR Partner :)GAN HUAN TING
below are those pictures .....

Naughty shu er with Onn rey ..LOL

Dianne and i (the costume is nice

Leng Lui pui yan and i

earth human and i

carmen and Nishar...

preparing for competition

Back From Penang Competition

2010-11-28T08:52:00.000-08:00

In this trip i learnt a lot of things as in my dancing areas, relationship with people and accept people comment ....

first talk about my dancing , actually i must thanks to god that always treat me good as in giving me this partner , actually i learn a lot things from him , but sometime i just dont like his attitude which is keep on comment me ...

because i believe that no one like to receive a bad comment from people.

beside this , most important things is i had watched a lot professional Latin dancer from China

and they really ..one word to describe is ..

they are awesome ..........

they really very things fast , sharp and nice posting ...

secondly , relationship with studio people get closer , as in really i feel as part of family with them .

thanks those wishes from my dearly Friends ...Love u GUys .Althoug i did not manage to get any prize this time .

i really like when i join anythings receive those wishes from my friends and that really make me feel touch ...

Spark Fly

2010-11-09T20:00:00.000-08:00

The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
And I'm a house of cards
You say my name for the first time, baby, and I
Fall in love in an empty bar

And you stood there in front of me just
Close enough to touch
Close enough to hope you couldn't see
What I was thinking of

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
So reach out open handed
And lead me out to that floor
Well, I don't need more paper lanterns

Take me down, baby bring on the movie star
'Cause my heart is beating fast
And you are beautiful I could wait patiently
But I really wish you would

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
I run my fingers through your hair
And watch the lights go out
Just keep your beautiful eyes on me

Gonna strike this match tonight
Lead me up the staircase
Won't you whisper soft and slow
I'd love to hate it
But you make it like a fireworks show

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Sparks fly, baby smile, sparks fly

Speak Now

2010-11-07T23:57:00.000-08:00

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends
And her snotty little family
All dressed in pastel

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid
Somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is surely not
What you thought it would be
I lose myself in a daydream
Where I stand and say:

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

Fond gestures are exchanged
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march

And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems I was uninvited
By your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle
Like a pageant queen
But I know you wish it was me
You wish it was me, don't you?

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
Your time is running out
And they said, "speak now"

Ooh, la, oh
Ooh, ooh

I hear the preacher say
"Speak now or forever hold your peace"
There's a silence, there's my last chance
I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me

Horrified looks from
Everyone in the room
But I'm only looking at you

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

So don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said, "speak now"

And you say
Let's run away now
I'll meet you when
I'm out of my tux at the back door

Baby, I didn't say my vows
So glad you were around when they said
"Speak now"

BUsy , but at least i learn something on it

2010-11-05T10:51:00.000-07:00

hello people , such a long time i did not updates my blog ...haha

anyway , i still alive people and enjoying with holidays ..haha

although i 'm busy with my dance event things , competition and working .

but i m enjoying this .

Because i feel that i learn something from the event , as in how to set up an event , how to communicate with people and how to delegated job to other people as well.

And to all My dear friends , dont worry me i m okay right now ..haha

anyway thank for u all been always support me and caring me a lots....

保护色 - 苏亦承

2010-10-06T10:48:00.000-07:00

Recently i just fall in love with this song ,this song is so so so touch that i can't imagine that next time i can be that .and really wish this things not gonna happen to me anymore......

after listening this song i feel myself in past be in that situation , but now i recover those pain and i wont make myself fall in that kind of situation anymore.. because that is so damn pain !!!!

To all my dear Readers, pleas remember that if u don't like the person , don't making fool on the people feeling because that is Super pain and without u notice it .

and now , i learn to not wasting my time to wait for a person who not belong to me:)

hahahaha......

Below is the lyrics of the song ....

想对你说的让他先说了
从此只能猜测
你流泪是因为快乐
转想要给你的他先给你了
从此只能附和
寂寞和爱本来很难分割
魁祝福你是我的保护色
网专心扮演朋友的角色
ｉ在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二
欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不是就能逃得远远的
· 等待是我职责

路越走越曲折
不能回头了能伤害我的
　都是我爱的还保护什么还保护什么

　祝福你是我的保护色
　专心扮演朋友的角色
　在你们拥抱的那一刻
　我心一分为二
欺骗你是我的保护色
　甘心做个爱情的弱者
　真爱不是就能逃得远远的
等待是我职责

爱你是甜的

Learn nEw Things

2010-10-05T09:21:00.000-07:00

Now i only realize that actually i dont know many things.

the many things here is referring like those daily stuff .

i admitted that , in past i always no heart in every things, includes dancing , studying that why now this two things i did not make a big improvement at all..(i feel sorry to myself , learn nothing in life)

therefore , now i really wake up that i cannot just always simply go through with this kind of attitude until the end in my life .

i will feel that actually i 'm so useless come to this world.

One of my close friend told me that , actually everything also need to know a little bit .

like those ;banking system , electric path flow ,water tap stuff , cooking , and ect things .

(OMG, so many things that i really dont know)

But i hope i not too late to notice this.

Therefore , now i must always bring my heart and my brain along with me whenever i go .

wish i got a big improvement before the end of this year.

recent MOve

2010-10-02T07:30:00.001-07:00

haha..from last year till now , now only i get my cert for My latin Exam For the IDTA. and what ?

i got a Highly Commended for it ..hehe

This is my new Latin Chip with my favorite yellow colour ...

My new monkey slipper and with my favorite colour as well...LOL

teenage dream

2010-10-02T00:42:00.000-07:00

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the puch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight

No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

BBQ, ANd last day of consumer behavior's project

2010-09-28T05:51:00.001-07:00

After the umaya celebration with Mr Kwok , the next day got a BBq dinner that organize by Mun Keat that celebration Mr .Kwok Birthday at Mr. Kwok House.

and I guess Mr.Kwok Enjoy alot in this BBq celebration because we have play many types of game with him ..haha

Furthermore , Once Again -

Happy BIrthday to u Mr .Kwok Han Cheng and friendship 4 ever !!!!!!

And the i have finish my Consumer behavior's project ..haha

Finally finish this ....thanks GOD

But from this project , i has learnt a lot things is this .

likes,

How to start a business?

choosing what product to sell and how to attract costumer to buy yr things??

and many things beside text book ....

and i have enjoy this although there was some problem within my group.

but now i think everyone know what they are doing right now and will not make a same mistake that did in past...

Lastly , thanks to my group members who work hard in this month...

Marie , Jack , Maggie, Andrew , Carrick ............now we can rest and work hard on the last report and final paper as well.!!!!!!!

Han cheng 's Birthday celebration part 1

2010-09-26T10:26:00.000-07:00

Went for this japan restaurant -Umaiya at Puchong to celebrate han cheng BIg day ,

and hope he will like what we have plan for his 20 big day as well..hehe

and this time when to this restaurant , those sushi at there is not expensive and can consider cheap as well .i have order a tempura pumpkin , mushroom sushi , mango sushi, and ect .Moreover those sushi just cost 1.5or 2.5 per plate ONLY

here is the Fb link oF this Umaiya :http://www.facebook.com/pages/umai-ya-japanese-restaurant/111939145508526

yee, me and jojo

BIrthday boy ...

LEGEND OF THE GUARDIANS: THE OWLS OF GA'HOOLE

2010-09-25T02:14:00.000-07:00

This movie is so so nice ...and i like this very very much .People....

must go and watch this out ya !!!!!!!

And went to watch this movie with my dear Hui yee, KHC , KHC' s brother, and cch ..

and here are some pictures of KHC and his brother...

both of them is so cute ...haha

the conversation , those action of this two guy ..haha

have a nice movie session with his brother...

KHC bring him out more with us ah......haha

I wanna go for a vacation

2010-09-24T03:40:00.000-07:00

After seeing all those pictures from FB , i feel wanna go for an vacation .

although this year i had went To Hong KOng , and redang .and will go sabah and sarawak this year end .

therefore , now i wanna save money again and go for it .

here are the places that i will plan to do b4 i graduated

Bangkok, Singapore, Korea, Hong KOng again , Indonesia-Bali, Taiwan......

after i graduated, i will go for . USA, Paris, Australia , Italy and more ...

i almost wanna go everywhere and travel around the world ..

hehe

this is my aim is my life ..save money and spent it and enjoy my life well with this .

those are the pictures i stole from my from my friends Fb (JOJO and Hui yee)

and those pictures give me the motivation to start planning this now ..hehe

so my dear-friends?who wanna join my vacation plan , welcome u to text me and let me know .

therefore we can go on a vacation together .

i will be alright soon..what i need now is TIME

2010-09-23T09:59:00.000-07:00

Now a days, i always wanna to 4got those things that hurt me badly .

because i cannot imagine that this type of situation come toward me ..

therefore , now i m finding a way to solve it and try to 4got this.

Now, i always try to be normal in front of everyone , and congratulation .i did that

However , in my mind, i fail to achieve it .

because the picture i dont wish to see keep on appear in my mind and when i always think of that , my heart is so so pain.

but after today ,i must start slowly dont think of that things again because i dont want always stuck in that situation , i really wanna pull out from that .

Moreover , i think i will be able to forgot those pictures that i dont wish to see .and will 4got about the things that make me feel sad and pain.

Because i want back to the myself .which always like to watch Tv that girl....

i really miss my high school time , that time which i dont need to think of so many things and all the things is simple and pure.

not like now,

Now , i realize that in reality , that is full of darkness, unfairness, and sadness.

which is so many devils around the world ..

and this is so called REALITY .

Anyway , those things now to me is not important , i just wanna be myself and dont think of those devils which hurt me .

From now onward , i have a set of program to protect myself .

because i dont want to fall in the wall again .

And from today onward , i will always talk to myself that

i must always think positive , therefore those positive energy only will come toward me .

besides that, i will start working hard on my education and dancing area.

because i been dreaming for a month for doing nothing for this 2 component in my life .

Thanks for reading this , i just wanna express what i feel and say it out.

and dont worry me , i will recover soon , but i just need some time to do it and i think i soon will 4got this things .so dont ask me when u see that regarding this post ya .

thanks my friends always who always support and give me suggestion to face this kind of situation.

now i know what to do and i 'm alright .

thanks dears..........LOVE U always ya

相反的我

2010-09-19T18:49:00.000-07:00

recently love this song very much .......

.相反的我

作曲：張芸京
作詞：易家揚

我看著鏡子後面皺著眉的我
很孤單她有話想說
像天空不會永遠都是藍色的
有陰天你才會抬頭
走穿多少的巷弄笑了哭了
有三四個人愛我
我想要一個亂了數字的時鐘
我想做一個完全相反的我
我在這個世界拼命些什麼
累死我
我有雙不聽任何命令的耳朵
去享受快樂加上自由的我
我要變成一顆透明的石頭
我不會動也不會痛

像輪胎用了太久沒氣了所以
原諒我想消失幾週
每個人都在選好的軌道奔走
講真的我想要呼救
請看愛情的臉孔美的醜的
幾千萬人都被愚弄了
我想要一個亂了數字的時鐘
轉載來自
我想做一個完全相反的我
我在這個世界拼命些什麼
累死我
我有雙不聽任何命令的耳朵
去享受快樂加上自由的我
我要變成一顆透明的石頭
我不會動也不會痛

這個我那個我不一樣的我
等什麼想什麼怕什麼

我想要一個亂了數字的時鐘
我想做一個完全相反的我
我在這個世界拼命些什麼
累死我
我有雙不聽任何命令的耳朵
去享受快樂加上自由的我
我要變成一顆透明的石頭
我不會動也不會痛

My sweet with My dear GrNadma

2010-09-17T10:11:00.000-07:00

my grandma is a good and a great grandma in the world although sometimes i will argue somethings with her .

but i really not mean to against her words

however ,

sorry to say that .. sometimes she is so so so annoying .

she can keep on saying the same things to me for thousand time again and again .

as a young people like me sure will feel annoying .haha..sorry dear ...

sorry for that grandma....

i will try to control myself not to argue with u ..hehe

BUt she always treat me as her little princess and always ask me what i want to eat then she will cook that for me ..(so good, and feel so touch )

Photo shooting day ..

2010-09-14T09:18:00.000-07:00

last Saturday morning, i went to Desa Park city with my buddies far a Photo Shooting session with my dear Yi hao kor kor.

although those pictures are nice as in angle , lightning , view, background , but sure not me ..

i Looks at those pictures of mine part is looks so weird and just not like me........

But i enjoy the moment when taking those picture with nice background and have a nice try of being a MODEL a day , although in real life i wont get the chance shooting for this kind of things ...From this , i only realize that , photo shooting is not an easy things to do .

as in the model and the photographer also need to work hard together .

for example, need to wake up early to avoid get sunburn, acting part , and feeling of the model .

hmm, sound so complicated now rite ?????LOL

but i like this much .......

From the experience , if got a chance again .i know what i need to do before the shooting day .

first , sleep well and prepare yourself .

second , apply a mask the day before.(recommendation -Etube house mask with vita A or C)

third , eat less and start on diet , if not will looks fat...

hmm, above all are what i think that need to be consider in.

here are some few pictures that i took on that day ..

have a looks and comment it ...no matter is good comment or bad i also will accept it

Before shooting take a fews picture

phone

My kor kor is so pro is taking picture dee..lol

as in his pose...

hwee hwee trying to use kor kor camera

now is MY turn to use

shooting time ......taken by Ong Yi Hao

8th Crystal Dance Sport

2010-08-30T00:06:00.000-07:00

HAd Enjoy a lot when the moment in the dance floor , although i did not get any placing in this competition .

However , i manage to dance till quarter final ..LOL (that is already a reward for me )

as what i think , placing is not important , the important is i enjoy the moment >.<

while during prize presentation , we took a group picture.

ONce again , congratulation to students FROm WILLIAM AND LUISA DANCE WORLD

u guys did well in this competition ..

keep it up ...

Cindy LEE

Hollie

before the competition start .......

Reanne, will miss u so much , and those days we compete together >.<

My si FU Royce ...

i like her costume .

Anna, such a nice girl ..LOL

KElvin , Great Dancer ......

Karea

NIcol , another great dancer

After the competition , i hungry like hell ......

therefore , went to sg wang t-bowl to have my breakfast plus lunch ..LOL

Day B4 competition

2010-08-28T09:29:00.000-07:00

I still remember that my first competition in beginner categories was last year which organize by crystal dance sport.and this time , my first time join in Novice categories which also organize by crystal dance sport as well>.

anyway , will try my best tomorrow as well, although i know i cannot get any placing this times because i still new in this categories .

BUt, my dears friends, thank for those wishes and i will try to best to enter the second round or till quarter final ..hope so ..

GREEN TEa Mee

2010-08-26T02:16:00.000-07:00

Thank for CCh drive us there to have this nice dinner with my favorite Green TEa mee ..

han cheng this time yr taste not bad dee, know how to choose nice food to eat dee..

esp my green tea mee..LOL

Gree Tea mee with pork meat

recently been busying in my group assignment of selling accessories to aim a profit of 3thousand .in less then a month.

Although this sound hard to achieve but will try hard on it ..

and all the profit we earn will denote to charity house ..so people pleas come and support!!!!!!!

This Month will be a busy month for me

2010-08-16T08:27:00.000-07:00

Just Finish with my two Assignments .(thanks God)

After finish the recent assignment which is the MKT203. i feel release once i finish this assignment because i hate those IT things ya.....

and here i would like to thanks few people here which are MArie ANd MY new KOr Kor- MR ANg ..LOL

ONce i finish with this assignment , the next day i hang out with my dear friends hui yee, han cheng , and the CCH, and we together went for the Malaysia 1st online fashion entrepreneurs at Mid Valley .

I like this this event very very much because those things are so nice , cheap , and unique.

thanks to the 2 gentlemen accompany us to go this event although there is kind of boring for them .

Sorry and thanks to u 2 GENTLEMEN lo ..LOL

after this i went to celebrate my dear teacher -AUnty LUisa Birthday party .

and the party was so so fun because got Kelvin Ong chun HOng , LOuis Goh , Garry , thanks for the NOBoDy BUt u ...

u guys are super fantastic .....LOL

Anyway , my Next move for this month are.........

1. Practice dance with Aevent , Hollie , HweeLING , Melissa, Jonthon Wong , Su yuean for the 30 hours -famine.

2. Consumer behavior group project as well as the Logistic assignment

3. dance Practice with Mr Aevent KOh for the Crystal dance-sport competition.

4. study For year 1 final OF economic principle

this is what i do when facing assignment due date..LOL

2010-08-13T21:02:00.000-07:00

watch dance videos..LOL

Girls' Generation(소녀시대)_RunDevilRun(런데빌런

2010-07-28T09:28:00.000-07:00

Translation Run Devil Run

Do it right
you're really a bad boy
more curiosity than love
all this time I have been blindly fooled by you

You're no fun
you don't have manners
you're a Devil
Devil you are you are

The many men in your cellphone are all women that had one letter changed
My nose is even disgusted by the Perfume, tell me who's it is

Have you not been able to fix your atrocious habit of meeting people without me knowing
Even if you run you're still on my palm

You better run run run run run
I can't see you no more
I want to kick you out
You better run run run run run
Even if you clinge onto me
I'm going to turn my attention off of you Hey
I'll pay you back on day I become more fabulous
don't forget
You better run run run run run
You're caught red handed
you provoked me
Run Devil Devil Run Run

You stealthily eyeball another girl next to me
When i'm not around you're a Super Playboy, raise your head and answer me

You're no fun
you don't have manners
you're a Devil
Devil you are you are

You better run run run run run
I can't see you no more
I want to kick you out
You better run run run run run
Even if you clinge onto me
I'm going to turn my attention off of you Hey
I'll pay you back on day I become more fabulous
don't forget
You better run run run run run
You're caught red handed
you provoked me
Run Devil Devil Run Run

Hey, there's no other kid like me, you're been using tricks and I'm disappointed
I'm more incredible than them, what are you going to do later on growing up like that
(Told you not to fool around)
I told you to do well when I loved you

You better run run run run run
I can't see you no more
I want to kick you out
You better run run run run run
Even if you clinge onto me
I'm going to turn my attention off of you Hey
I'll pay you back on day I become more fabulous
don't forget
You better run run run run run
You're caught red handed
you provoked me
Run Devil Devil Run Run

In this wide world half of them are men, no matter if you're out
I'm going to wait alone for an awesome man who will only look at me

The Goodness Of GUava

2010-07-26T02:59:00.000-07:00

Just read from CLEo Magazine mention that the Goodness Of Guava , and now i only know how good guava is .

first , it is full of vitamins A, B, And C as well as rich in fibre and potassium .

it contains five times more vitamin C than Orange .(I like to eat Orange as well)

second , Guava is tasty .

third , it contains astringent properties which can help improve skin texture , giving you more radiant, youthful and tighter skin.(which every girl wish that )

Yi hao 's birthday at Puchong

2010-07-25T08:56:00.001-07:00

Although just a normal dinner with my Him , but hope he enjoy that dinner with us .

Moreover , have a nice chat and nice food on that day .

And now i really Like that restaurant there ..the Young Dao Fu really very nice lo ..

I will go there again for sure ..Hui yee remember guide me go there eat again ya ..hehe

A day out

2010-07-23T21:06:00.000-07:00

Thanks My buddies accompany me eat Sushi ZAiMai with me >>LOL

(b4 that i already ask them dont ask me what to eat because i sure will said Sushi )

i wish for 2 days for this right after my final.

i miss My sushi So so Much .haha

After lunch we start shop for Si wah 'Birthday Present .

hmm , and it take a long time when choosing THis "".

but anyway , wish The birthday Boy like what we choose for him >.<

Did Badly in My Mid-term

2010-07-21T03:08:00.000-07:00

Hmm, due to yesterday got somethings happen make me cannot sleep well on that .

and now i did my exam badly .

before i go for the exam , i do did some revision on it .

but when i on the way to the exam hall.

my Mind totally blank ..Arhhh

Hope i can get more then 10 in this paper.

Anyway , this paper was a past tense to me ....

What i need to do is work harder next time ..hehe

after my exam ,

have a small talk with Lee Lee

.I feel i know what to do dee..

Thank ya dear .....

Now i feel more better, and get a right Direction .

And thank for the Bosco Wong CD that brought from Hong Kong ..hehe

Now i just wanna faster finish my Consumer behavior assignment , and cannot wait for my Dance class tonight and meet mY dear Tonight .

What i do when the day b4 exam

2010-07-20T06:22:00.000-07:00

Watch many Dance videos and hope i can learn somethings from those dancers.

although somethings happen make me feel in past i been so naive, and

i think this attitude hard to change from me ..Kwan u r right .

However , i will try to

.if not get hurt is myself only .

lucky some of my friends call me up and talk to me ..

thanks u .feel touch .i m okay dee.

dont worry

After that i still continuous watching my Fav videos and listening songs .

In the same day i make someone moody also ..hmm(i so bad )

hmm, the day b4 exam so many things happen ya .

Moreover , hope tomorrow is a brand new day for me, and i hope the exam questions is easy as well .

Cherly Cole -Parachute

2010-07-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall (Down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me....(Love)

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down